Three Things, One Post

First of all, Merry Christmas and Happy New Year! I know that I am late on the Christmas post and the New Year post. But still...

Number One: For Christmas, I got an external hard drive for my computer, a Christmas bear, and Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows: Part 2. Of course, when I saw Harry, I screamed. Why? Because I love Harry oh so much to no extent that I am not even putting in any punctuation marks because this can be like one entire sentence and I don't think I can stop any time soon because this is how much I love Harry - Okay, Jamie! Chill! Sorry.

Anyway, when Sarah opened up one of her presents, she was like, "Oh, my God!" It was a calendar of Marilyn Monroe whom she loves most of all. When Mom opened her present of two coloring books and a box of crayons, she cried because Grandma Carol always colored. Garan (Sarah's current boyfriend and who was spending Christmas with us) did not know why Mom was crying and so Sarah whispered the reason why to him. And when Mom opened up her big present of a Paula Deen cooking set, Mom nearly screamed. When Dad opened up his present of Blue Man Group tickets, if I recall, he was shocked or amazed or something to that extent. I would have to watch the video of everyone's reactions to their presents.

Number Two: New Year's wasn't much. When the fireworks were going off in the area on New Year's Eve and going off at Amish Acres to start the New Year, Peyton was going off. Mom took Indie outside along with Dad and me. I think Indie froze because her hair was medium length and the fact that it was around freezing outside. Other than that, not much.

Number Three: He came over today. Actually, it would be yesterday since I started writing this after the clock turned for the second day of the New Year. So, if I say "today," I mean "yesterday." I think you get what I mean. So, anyway, when Mom got home after work, Dad and she talked about him. At one point, I heard Dad say that he is trying to save up money to buy his girlfriend a ring and ask her to marry him. I heard that and I was like, No. That can't be happening. I'm sorry. Give me a moment. I'm sorry. I just had to spend three or four minutes crying. When I thought about it three or four, maybe five, hours ago, I thought, Now that he's going to be getting married, I will certainly be the last person in our graduating class to be married. Heck, I'm probably the only one that is not in a relationship. No, scratch that. The only one that has never been in a relationship.

I wish that I never heard that. I wish that he would be waiting for me. But these are only false hopes.

Here are two songs I feel fits how I feel right now: "I Can't Make You Love Me" by Bonnie Raitt and "Soulmate" by Natasha Bedingfield. I think Bonnie's fits just perfect. But... Yeah.