Sunday, February 26, 2012

Kiki

Between two Thursdays, two Fridays, and last weekend ago, I wanted to write a post about Kiki. So, here it is. A week and three days late.

We ended up getting Kiki two days before we were supposed to get her. We were supposed to get her last Saturday but we ended up getting her that Thursday. So, here she is.

Yeah, she has ended up becoming my shadow. That Thursday night, she slept with Sarah. Then, when I let her sleep with me that Friday night because I knew Garan would be spending the night and blah blah blah, she stayed in my room all Saturday and ended up becoming my shadow. She is still my sister and Mom and Dad are still her parents, no matter what Dad says. If I leave the house for one second to get one of the leads to let the dogs out, she'll whine. If I leave for school, whine. If I shut the bathroom or my bedroom door, whine.

She has gotten used to being around Peyton and Indie. She's know going after Indie when she wants to play. And when Peyton and Indie are playing, Kiki wants in on the fun.

I guess Kiki is getting used to the fact that I leave some days. After I got back from interviewing someone from a local newspaper, Dad said that Kiki didn't whine when I left. So, I think that she is getting used to the fact that I leave. And she might be getting the idea that I always come back.

Well, that's all for now. I'll post a photo of Peyton, Indie, and Kiki sometime. Just not right now because it's on my camera and I don't feel like getting up.

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

A New Puppy

Well, what can I say? We are getting another dog.

Yes. That does mean that we will have three dogs in the house. Her name is Kiki and she is, I've been told, a little over a year old. I guess that she is a Shi Tzuh and Chihuahua mix. We are taking her in because she is a rescue. You know how we are when it comes to rescue dogs. You know that we can never say no and that we always take them in.

When Mom told me that we were looking at getting another dog, I was like, "No... No... We already have two... Talk to Dad..." And then, a couple of days later, I was told that Kiki is a rescue. Then it was like, "Okay. Now that's a different story and only because Dad said that it was okay."

Yeah, I guess we are getting her Saturday because both Mom and Denise are not working. I told Mom that we will need to buy Kiki one of those little shirts because she has stringy hair from what I was told and from what I could see from photos taken of her. I also told Mom that we might as well get a farm because that is what the house is turning into.

Three dogs.

Aish!!

Wednesday, February 8, 2012

Blue Man Group Tickets

As you will recall, last month, there was a meltdown between me, Mom, and Dad because we had to do a wedding on April 21, the day of the Blue Man Group tickets that I had gotten for Dad.

Well, today, he told me that he had some good news for me. I said, "What did I do?" He said something along the lines of, "I said 'good news.'" He then told me that the wedding for April 21 was canceled. After he said that, I jumped up and down and practically screamed. Mom was smiling and I think laughing. I don't recall what Dad's reaction was to me jumping and screaming.

So, yay! We get to see Blue Man Group. Now my graduation weekend is not ruined. I can't wait.

Friday, January 20, 2012

E-Mail from HIM

I checked my Hotmail account this morning in chapel. I checked my Junk folder and there was a shocking sender. You won't believe who it was. It was him. Yes, him. He didn't say anything in it. He had only sent a picture of Sasuke and Sakura and in the subject line wrote "Picture that you might like." I saw that it was sent on the twelfth.

When I saw that he had e-mailed me, I was like, What the heck! When I read the subject line, I was once again like, Let me guess, he sent me a photo of him and his girlfriend. When I saw the picture, I was so shocked. I was, yet again, like, Why in the world did he send me a photo of Sasuke and Sakura? Why does he remember that I like them?

No, I did not respond to him or anything. I do not plan on doing it. Heck, I do not even plan on talking to him at all. I figure that if one day, when I am at home alone and he comes over to give us a wedding invitation for his marriage with his girlfriend, I will bow to him like they do in all of the Korean dramas I have watched so far and I will not say a word. Why should I treat him as an old friend by talking to him like friends do? We have never been friends and we will never be friends. Heck, there was never a relationship between us and there never will be any type of relationship. This is what I will do: Speak when asked to and bow to him.

Wednesday, January 11, 2012

Why Don't They Just Drop Dead?

Yesterday, to put it in simple terms, SUCKED!

I got home after school and Dad was on the phone with Uncle David. After I came out of the bathroom and he was off of the phone, I was like, "Let me guess... We have to work." And he said that we had to. That set me off. I started crying.

Okay, it's not about working, it's more about the day we have to work. April 21st. That is the day of graduation rehearsal and, on top of that, Blue Man Group. Okay, here I am, again crying.

To put it simply, it got hellish in here: I yelled at him, he yelled at me, he yelled at Mom, Mom yelled at him, he broke things, I threw things...

Mom and I talked when she drove to the laundry mat and we both agreed that he doesn't have the balls to tell his stupid brother no. Then, around seven or eight last night, when I was wanting the key so that I could go to school for the entire night to get away from everybody and do homework while there, I told Mom, yet again, directly in front of Dad that he chooses his brother over his own family!

And that's true. It's always been about Uncle David. When has it ever been about one of us? NEVER!! And that just irks me off to no extent.

So, in the end, I wasted $188 on him to buy Blue Man Group tickets. So now, I am probably going to sell them or something that way the tickets don't go to waste. So, on the day right before my graduation and after graduation rehearsal, I have to work. All because my stupid, idiotic, f***ing, so-called "father" chooses his own brother over me.

And we were going to celebrate my graduating and him liking Blue Man Group by going to see Blue Man Group.

I just wish that both of my so-called "parents" would DROP DEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Monday, January 2, 2012

Three Things, One Post

First of all, Merry Christmas and Happy New Year! I know that I am late on the Christmas post and the New Year post. But still...

Number One: For Christmas, I got an external hard drive for my computer, a Christmas bear, and Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows: Part 2. Of course, when I saw Harry, I screamed. Why? Because I love Harry oh so much to no extent that I am not even putting in any punctuation marks because this can be like one entire sentence and I don't think I can stop any time soon because this is how much I love Harry - Okay, Jamie! Chill! Sorry.

Anyway, when Sarah opened up one of her presents, she was like, "Oh, my God!" It was a calendar of Marilyn Monroe whom she loves most of all. When Mom opened her present of two coloring books and a box of crayons, she cried because Grandma Carol always colored. Garan (Sarah's current boyfriend and who was spending Christmas with us) did not know why Mom was crying and so Sarah whispered the reason why to him. And when Mom opened up her big present of a Paula Deen cooking set, Mom nearly screamed. When Dad opened up his present of Blue Man Group tickets, if I recall, he was shocked or amazed or something to that extent. I would have to watch the video of everyone's reactions to their presents.

Number Two: New Year's wasn't much. When the fireworks were going off in the area on New Year's Eve and going off at Amish Acres to start the New Year, Peyton was going off. Mom took Indie outside along with Dad and me. I think Indie froze because her hair was medium length and the fact that it was around freezing outside. Other than that, not much.

Number Three: He came over today. Actually, it would be yesterday since I started writing this after the clock turned for the second day of the New Year. So, if I say "today," I mean "yesterday." I think you get what I mean. So, anyway, when Mom got home after work, Dad and she talked about him. At one point, I heard Dad say that he is trying to save up money to buy his girlfriend a ring and ask her to marry him. I heard that and I was like, No. That can't be happening. I'm sorry. Give me a moment. I'm sorry. I just had to spend three or four minutes crying. When I thought about it three or four, maybe five, hours ago, I thought, Now that he's going to be getting married, I will certainly be the last person in our graduating class to be married. Heck, I'm probably the only one that is not in a relationship. No, scratch that. The only one that has never been in a relationship.

I wish that I never heard that. I wish that he would be waiting for me. But these are only false hopes.

Here are two songs I feel fits how I feel right now: "I Can't Make You Love Me" by Bonnie Raitt and "Soulmate" by Natasha Bedingfield. I think Bonnie's fits just perfect. But... Yeah.

Monday, December 19, 2011

My Millionth Crazy Dream

I had another crazy dream earlier. Of course I was going to write about it after I got up but I ended up not doing it. So, of course, it was about me and him.

Let's see. There was a date to go see a concert (I think a school concert. Possibly at the high school.), a ride on the moped, and Dad, Leon, and I think Sarah and Char standing and sitting in a kitchen (ours or theirs?) when we returned. That's all that I can recall. But I do remember that I quite enjoyed myself going out on a date with him.

I bet that dates all around the world tend to be good. I think that I would like to go out on a date with anyone as long as I would be able to enjoy myself. I would bet that a date with him would be good. Well, at least, I hope that it would be good. I just hope that I would be able to enjoy myself when I'm with him. I also hope that we wouldn't get into an argument like we always did when we were around each other or when we were chatting on MSN Messenger. A date is supposed to be good, fun, exciting, all of the positive words that are out there.

Well, it's not like I would be going out with him anyway. No matter how much I wanted to be with him and the once-in-a-while regrets I have.

Well, that's that! Nothing else. I just wonder what a date would be like.

Yes, I know. I know that I am 22 years old and I have never been on a date so don't start with me!