Alles Was Zählt

Written on September 27

So, the latest with me and Alles Was Zählt is that I am in the 1,200 episode range. I think around 1,228 or so. I got so far in one day because about one hundred episodes were missing.

I saw the episode where Roman tells Deniz that he has a brain tumor. But before that, in the episode I finally got to start watching again (after the huge break), I found out that Deniz slep with some lady. Roman broke up with him, and Deniz moved out. So anyway, Roman collapsed and was taken to the hospital. When he got back to his office, come to find out, he has a tumor. Actually, you do not find out what happened to him until he tells Deniz. As he is trying to tell him, he is crying. When he finally tells him, Deniz is in shock. End of the episode.

At the beginning of the next epiosde, Deniz cries with Roman, and they hug each other. And then later on, Roman says that he can't stand Deniz being there (in the flat (Deniz moved back in so that he could watch over Roman)). Deniz gives Roman the key and shuts the door (which is locked). You see (and Deniz hears) Roman collapse onto the floor. After a minute or two trying, Deniz busts open the door and gets Roman to sit up. Roman starts to cry and tells him that either he does not want to die or he is scared to die to which Deniz responds by holding him. End of that episode. Trust me when I say that I was crying when Roman and Deniz were crying. I gasped whenever I would see Roman start to lose his balance.

I hope that Deniz and Roman get back together before Roman dies. I think that I am going to cry again when I see Roman die. I just with that they would have told each other that they love each other rather than Deniz being like, "It's okay. It's going to be all right," over and over again. I mean, it is almost the same exact thing as Jack and Ianto. Ianto told Jack that he loved him and they talked about Jack remembering him or not. With Deniz and Roman, it was not said at all. Just that everything was going to be okay.

Oh, which reminds me, yesterday, when I was in class before it started, I watched clips from the last episode in which it shows Florian. When he was talking to the funeral home manager and when Florian was upset at parts, I was crying. I was crying at school!

But back to Deniz and Roman... Like I said, I hope that they get together before Roman dies. They deserve each other after all of the crap that they have been through (cheating, someone having to leave for work, et cetera). Especially now that they need each other. Roman deserves it. He deserves to be with Deniz one more time.