A New Show

Written on September 23.

So, three days ago, I discovered a new show. I was watching music videos about Blay and Qhuinn. Well, someone used the show Alles Was Zählt. And, being the curious person I was, I went to YouTube and found the kisses between Deniz and Roman (the video maker used them to portray Blay and Qhuinn). Not purposely found but accidentally. Obviously, I watched it. Then, I had to watch the episodes. Well, some scenes from almost every episode. I started with the episode around 250 because that was when Deniz showed up. I have been watching scenes between the both of them. But of course there were some things (such as a death or a kidnapping) that caught my attention for a minute. But I would go back to my search on Deniz and Roman. Oh, and I kind of cheated by watching the "end" first. "End" is in quoutes because even though the show is not over, it is for me. It is because I saw Roman die of a brain tumor. And yes. I did cry. So, this is how I have been working my way through the series: watch videos on Blay and Qhuinn, watch the kisses between Deniz and Roman, watch Roman die, and go back to the "beginning" of the series to see how their relationship started.

Somewhere within the first few episodes, after Roman gave Deniz a kiss, Deniz kept saying that he was not gay. It made me automatically think of Ianto. I thought (just like Ianto explained to his sister) that maybe Deniz is straight, but it is Roman. "It's only him." Aaaand whenever I see Deniz and Roman kiss someone else, I automatically say, "Don't do it! Don't you dare!" Yes, I will continue to watch it all the way up to the "end." I want to see if (more like when since I do know they get back together) they get back together because they remember the times when they were together and you can see that they are jealous when they see each other with someone else.

So, what does being on 701 in three days mean to you? To me, it says, "She is really into finding out what is going on!"